Let it all out.

I am at a loss of words. My head is spinning, my emotions are a mess, I am acting like a pain-in-the-ass, irritating, troubling and burdening everyone ie. my closest and best friends with my unnecessary sadness. I did not have any words to pen down this volcano of sadness erupting within me but I guess tonight I am just going to go with the flow. No more procrastinating.

Tears.

They are your best stress busters. One whole night of crying, letting the salty taste of tears flood your mouth as they stream down your face, is the best way to let all your emotions burst free.

One night of crying, allows all the pain, sadness, guilt even joy and happiness wash away. The tears take away everything.

They calm you, soothe you in the ways you may have never imagined.

It’s funny how one night, one realization, one fear changes everything. How all the DARKEST things that has ever happened to you or all the dirty crimes you have committed, all the people you have hurt comes haunting back to you. Payback's a Bitch. Revenge.

Twenty four hours. Twenty four hours since I slept. Twenty four hours since this feeling of guilt is following my trail like a lost puppy. Twenty four hours since my heart smiled and felt the warmth and comfort.

 And again, I don’t know how to express myself further :/

So I guess I’ll just stop here. But, it actually helps to cry.

See ya later, alligators.