Devil in Disguise

 
Dear Diary,

My best friend is a devil in disguise. She hides those big, bright, horns under that long black hair and gives them a protection of a bright like shed by the big halo of innocence that she seems to carry.

She has big bloodshot red eyes popping out of her sockets that are visible only when she comes under the sun because at other times they are covered with a blanket of black.

No one sees the evil grin lay hidden beneath her cute little smile.

No one understands the bitter meanings hidden beneath her sweet words that she vomits out of her mouth.

No one sees those evil claws hidden beneath those lovely painted nails.

No one sees the evil tail that she keeps hidden under her skirt that is so sharp and poisonous like the scorpion’s tail ready to attack you.

No one sees how tainted her soul is and how fowl, her blood smells.

She goes on pretending that she is sweet like sugar and that she is a perfect angel whereas all she is bitter as bitter-gourd and she is complete Pain In The Ass.

She thinks that the world worships her and she is a goddess whereas she is the reincarnation or a perfect example of Devil.

She thinks she sheds sparkles of purity and innocence whereas all she gives off is poison which destroys all the things that it touches like Midas.

She is a real devil, spreading negativity and pain all around her. She thinks that everything she does is right and she can never harm anyone but she doesn’t know how many pretty souls her so called sweet, lovely words have damaged.

Everyone thinks she is the perfect girl.

But here people I introduce you to the perfect devil.

Our Friend, My friend is indeed a Devil in Disguise.

Sincerely,

-Innocent Soul.

Ignored.

Have you ever had the feeling that you are being ignored by the person you care and love the most? The person you want to talk to the most doesn’t talk to you? The person you share all your secrets with doesn’t tell you anything? The person you trust the most, ignores you? The person you want to give you importance and treat you like a friend, a best friend, a trustworthy friend doesn’t care about you?

Well I have. But all this just teaches you one thing.

If they don’t care, then you shouldn’t too. It’s complete waste. What’s the use of wasting your time on someone who doesn’t even consider you a friend? What’s the use of waiting for them to come and tell you something when all they think of you is a stupid tin which they can dispose off whenever they feel like? They can use you and treat you like a bestie and take your support when they are in need, but when you need them *SWOOSH*, they disappear.

So in situations like this:
1. Ignore them. They will automatically come back on track.

2. Don’t give a shit. They don’t, so why should you?

3. Don’t chase them. No point.

4. Don’t push them. In the end they will just put you off by telling you some lies.

5. Best of all, don’t be friends with such people. They don’t deserve it and are not worth your precious time.

 

All Loss, No gain.

Another day, another pain

All loss no gain.

So much strain on the

Tiny brain,

Yet no one seems to care.

All loss no gain,

Only hurt, only pain.

 

Everything is dead,

Everything, I see red.

No one cares, no one sees,

How I sit and cry

By the beach.

All loss no gain,

Only hatred, only pain.

 

Another day, another fight,

Another wound, another bite.

All the bruises and darkness

No soothing, no light.

All loss no gain,

Only sadness, only pain.

 

Another tear I shed

In the train.

Looking out the window

And I see the rain.

The bliss, the peace

None made for me

As all my attempts

To make up, go to vain.

All loss no gain,

Only my soul daily drains.

 

As I try to soothe my pain

Nothing comes but the strain

No more can I bear this vain

Caused by the attempts to

Stop this rain.

 

This rain of tears,

This cloud of sadness,

Collected around my mind,

My brain.

All I can see is tears,

Sorrow and pain.

There is nothing in this world

To gain.

All loss, no gain.

All tears and Only Pain.

My Bestie Turns 14 Todayy :O

My bestieee turns 14todayy :O
God, she’s all grown up now yet she looks soo adorable and young! ^_^
She is a freaking angel and an amazing friend and iLoveHerSoMuch.

She is the best friend one can ever ask for and we grew soo close together in such a short period of time.

Her laugh and expressions are just hilarious and iloveee the moments when she does multiple chops of me -_-
She is so cute and sweet that at first anyone would think that she is just a small innocent young girl. Well, I guess people are in for a surprise. Once you get to know her, she is not what she looks like. She is a naughty girl who is madly in love with Tom Cruise and Niall Horan and plans to marry and have kids with him.
Mujhe dhoka de diya :/

She came into my life like a rainbow on a rainy day and turned my world upside down and made it so much more colourful and cheerful. She made me laugh my ass off. I trust her so much that she knows all my secrets. She is the most gorgeous girl and LOL a guy from our school even called her sexy ;)
Haha xD
And currently single so boys, don’t try to hit on her coz she is mine and Niall and Tom’s so we will come and bash you up and make your life a living hell!
And I am serious.

I love all the fun moments we have had till now xD ;)

The Best Friend. BestSister. BestBuddy B|
BestGirl. MyGirl.
YO B|
Happy Birthday! :D
I LoveYou. Thanks so much for befriending me. I am soo lucky. :*

Music, Writing and Reading are Bloody Brilliant Distractions.

Music, Writing and Reading are Bloody Brilliant Distractions.

Trust me when I say that. If you have a passion for any one of them or a special case like me all the three things, consider yourself the luckiest person on earth.

Because when you are all lonely, you are having all suicidal thoughts and no-one is there to support you, do any one of them to get your mind off these things. They are pure distraction and give peace to the agitated mind. An ideal mind is devil’s workshop. So unless you want to be the victim of a devil keep your freaking imaginative mind under control. Construct boundaries.

For example you don’t like any of them and I won’t force you to follow any such hobby if you are not interested, I suggest that you do something creative or think something creative to get your mind of your amazingly villainous and dangerous thoughts.

Reading keeps you occupied. You get lost in the story and start imagining that you are a character in the story or you are at least present and viewing it with your own eyes (It happens with me)

Music. Shit! That’s the best escape from reality. Just pop in your headphones, blast your speakers to full volume and have an amazingly cool selection of songs. Don’t choose depressive stuff, it will just make the matter worse.

And in the end, Writing. My friend’s personal favorite. He says that it helps divert his attention from different things happening around him. I have different opinions. I think it is like a magnet and whenever you go to write something (like in my case) you always end up writing something that is soooo relevant to your life, to reality. I think instead of soothing the pain away you inflict and rub it in more within you and just make the wounds greener. But still it is a brilliant feeling to write and pour out everything on a sheet.

Like I said, I can’t change anyone’s views.

But who cares till the time it helps you xD
So guys, follow your passion and don’t let anything get in your way.

Adios xD

See ya later, alligators ;)

The Extraordinary Life of an Ordinary Bird...

The extraordinary life of an ordinary bird.

Have we ever wondered what it is like to be a bird? Like I mean we can fly (1^st thing that comes in my mind) and have to search for food and shelter but also it would be fun to migrate from place to place and have to experience different weather conditions? We would sore up high in the sky and would have a special name or for that matter even be a special species of bird with an awesomely cool name and we would escape people who would like to trap us since we are endangered.

According to me, we all are birds. We are free to do what we want and have the power within us to escape and find a solution for the hardships that come at us like the harsh weather.

So I am an ordinary bird, you are an ordinary bird but it is up to us to turn this ordinary life of ours into extraordinary. We have to be able to make decisions because when we are young we will have the support and protection of our parents but when we grow up, we will be independent and then we will have no one to help us. Our life is ours and we should live it to the fullest.

I face many problems daily but it is up to me whether I want to fight them or act like a coward? Whether I want to be an eagle who all the other birds fear or be a pigeon who is the victim of all the other birds. I can choose to be a sparrow and be small and timid or I can choose to be a vulture and be big and strong. I can choose to use my wits and skills like the kingfisher and hunt my prey and do my OWN work or I can be like the cuckoo bird and put my responsibilities and duties on others. I can be like any bird and fly high in the sky taking risks because hey, that is life right? Or I can forever stay on the ground like the Ostrich and scare away people (a life most people choose, I don’t know why?) I can be like the koyal and have the most sweetest attitude towards people or I can be like the crow who other than his harshness has nothing. I can be like the lark who does not burn daylight or I can be like the owl you is lazy throughout the day and when there is nothing left ie. The night, he turns to find his way. I am an ordinary bird with my plain ordinary life but if I combine these traits with my life then I can have an extraordinary life. You can have an extraordinary life.

You just need to dream.

So..I am an ordinary bird and this is my extraordinary life. And I love who I am ^_^

Bad Emotions?

Depression

Flush it away. Why? Because it only makes you and your surrounding dull. Its shows how boring and sad type of a person you are and no one likes to keep company with such a person, do they? Instead smile and make someone’s day. You don’t know but there are tons of people out there who want to see you smile :)

Tears

Wipe them away. Why? Because they show that you have been sad, angry or frustrated :/. Most of the time we cry not because we are sad but because we are angry or frustrated. Do you know that when you cry people who care about you and love you feel so hurt?!?. They start thinking that its because of them that you’re suffering this pain. So guys please for others sake don't cry.

Jealousy

Extinguish it. Why? Because it is like a fire that keeps on growing and won't stop until you do something. It causes a lot of damage and disrupts so many lives. If it takes over you, it will make you do so many things that you have never even imagined. That’s why extinguish this feeling because the consequences of this burn would be so severe that there would be no medicine to cure it.

Anger

Control it. Why? Because its dangerous. When you lose control, you do things that you will destroy people’s lives, hurt people’s feelings and most of all you will lose your friends. Now you don’t want that to happen do you? So control the damage while you still can ‘cause.

Hate

Avoid it. Why? Because it’s a dirty feeling. Hating someone  makes your mind and heart dirty. You just think of finding faults with a person and nothing else. You just want a 1000reasons to hate someone but you will never think of a 1000reasons to like that person. So avoid this feeling which increases the amount of negativity within you. No one like a negative person.

So guys on today’s auspicious day letz burn away all these negativity and bad emotions within us and become a better person.

Happy Dussera! :D

So What is friendship?

What is friendship and who are best friends, I wonder? :/

Well best friends are not people who share secrets with you or laugh, giggle and gossip about others with you. Best friends are people who stick around with you when you're having a bad time. They do not abandon you when you need them the most. And here's something new, they do not blackmail you. (Something i learned recently).You tease them, irritate them, annoy them --They dislike it but they put it away with a smile.

They understand you when you're hurt. They understand when you feel weird or awkward around a particular person. They don't push you to do things that would hurt others feelings but they will surely make you do things that will embarrass you and make you look foolish in front of others xD

If you get into a fight, a true friend will be the one who will patch up things and not add fuel to the fire. He/She shares his/her food with you, entertain you when you're bored, when you feel sleepy they annoy you and make amazingly funny cartoons of you on the desks. They pass so many remarks against you and give you the most smartest no, the most stupidest advice ever that makes you laugh like hell xD (But actually helps you a lot ;) )

These were your friends! But your friendship? Is it true? Is it faithful? Is it loyal? So What is friendship? O.o

According to me, friendship is understanding. A friend should be able to read your face and understand what you're feeling and what you're going through. They can understand your unspoken words and can communicate with you with just eye movements! ;)) (Happens with me daily ^_^)

According me your friendship and your friends come before your boyfriend/girlfriend!
Like c'mon..They have been there by your side always and all of a sudden you start dating someone so you just forget them? Isn't that mean and selfish? What if you break up? That time you will go running to your friend, right? So how can you forget them?
Friendship doesn't mean that the friend is always there by your side but when they need you, you disappear *Boom*
Nope. That's not right. You will be acting selfish then.
And the thing that I am noticing the most these days. Friends Change. They make some new friends. Let them! Don't be jealous. If they change. Let them. Change is good. But if they ignore you, avoid you and if you notice that the change is bad. FIGHT. Because it is wrong. Try to solve the misunderstandings and try to revert the person back to normal.

That is TRUE FRIENDSHIP! ^_^
True bliss and happiness is attained only when you have a friend who loves and cares about you and you know that no matter what, they will be there by your side. :')

-Dedicated to all my friends.
Thanks guys <3 :*

My Soul To Take..

"To everyone her screaming was like a pain, a rough sound, a nuisance, a screech --But she never screeched, she used to wail. Her wailing to him was a melody, a beautiful, soothing song."

"To everyone she looked fair with many pimples on her face and umkempt hair but to him, she looked like a Goddess whom he worshipped daily."

"To everyone she was small and stout but to him, she was just the perfect size so that he could cuddle her in his arms."


"To everyone she seemed to be a walking disaster machine but to him, she was the saviour of his soul."

"His soul was trashed when his bestfriend died which she got back in position, she saved him and delivered his soul back within his body. The day they professed their love for one another."

"And now that life, that relationship was coming to an end. Her borrowed time was over, her soul would exit her body tomorrow. His soul will be lost in a deep dark dangerous realm for they were one. The love of his life who had gathered his soul would experience her own soul shattered tomorrow. :'( His heart will be hammered into tiny bits, his soul-his love will be ripped apart from him. Two blooming flowers in a garden would fade away tomorrow..."

"She would die tomorrow and so would he", he thought.....

About me :)

Im a girl of fourteen and I have made this blog just to share a little bit of my stupid writing and all the things that i experience!
Its nothing serious guys so chill xD
Imma be addicted to coffee....I just love ittt
Music's my soul and im a biggg potterhead! xD
And i soo badly wanna learn to play guitar and drumsss
Please mail me and tell me how i can improve and what all should i post on my blog
chakshusang3@gmail.com

Thank You Guys xx