All Loss, No gain.

Another day, another pain

All loss no gain.

So much strain on the

Tiny brain,

Yet no one seems to care.

All loss no gain,

Only hurt, only pain.

 

Everything is dead,

Everything, I see red.

No one cares, no one sees,

How I sit and cry

By the beach.

All loss no gain,

Only hatred, only pain.

 

Another day, another fight,

Another wound, another bite.

All the bruises and darkness

No soothing, no light.

All loss no gain,

Only sadness, only pain.

 

Another tear I shed

In the train.

Looking out the window

And I see the rain.

The bliss, the peace

None made for me

As all my attempts

To make up, go to vain.

All loss no gain,

Only my soul daily drains.

 

As I try to soothe my pain

Nothing comes but the strain

No more can I bear this vain

Caused by the attempts to

Stop this rain.

 

This rain of tears,

This cloud of sadness,

Collected around my mind,

My brain.

All I can see is tears,

Sorrow and pain.

There is nothing in this world

To gain.

All loss, no gain.

All tears and Only Pain.

My Bestie Turns 14 Todayy :O

My bestieee turns 14todayy :O
God, she’s all grown up now yet she looks soo adorable and young! ^_^
She is a freaking angel and an amazing friend and iLoveHerSoMuch.

She is the best friend one can ever ask for and we grew soo close together in such a short period of time.

Her laugh and expressions are just hilarious and iloveee the moments when she does multiple chops of me -_-
She is so cute and sweet that at first anyone would think that she is just a small innocent young girl. Well, I guess people are in for a surprise. Once you get to know her, she is not what she looks like. She is a naughty girl who is madly in love with Tom Cruise and Niall Horan and plans to marry and have kids with him.
Mujhe dhoka de diya :/

She came into my life like a rainbow on a rainy day and turned my world upside down and made it so much more colourful and cheerful. She made me laugh my ass off. I trust her so much that she knows all my secrets. She is the most gorgeous girl and LOL a guy from our school even called her sexy ;)
Haha xD
And currently single so boys, don’t try to hit on her coz she is mine and Niall and Tom’s so we will come and bash you up and make your life a living hell!
And I am serious.

I love all the fun moments we have had till now xD ;)

The Best Friend. BestSister. BestBuddy B|
BestGirl. MyGirl.
YO B|
Happy Birthday! :D
I LoveYou. Thanks so much for befriending me. I am soo lucky. :*

Music, Writing and Reading are Bloody Brilliant Distractions.

Music, Writing and Reading are Bloody Brilliant Distractions.

Trust me when I say that. If you have a passion for any one of them or a special case like me all the three things, consider yourself the luckiest person on earth.

Because when you are all lonely, you are having all suicidal thoughts and no-one is there to support you, do any one of them to get your mind off these things. They are pure distraction and give peace to the agitated mind. An ideal mind is devil’s workshop. So unless you want to be the victim of a devil keep your freaking imaginative mind under control. Construct boundaries.

For example you don’t like any of them and I won’t force you to follow any such hobby if you are not interested, I suggest that you do something creative or think something creative to get your mind of your amazingly villainous and dangerous thoughts.

Reading keeps you occupied. You get lost in the story and start imagining that you are a character in the story or you are at least present and viewing it with your own eyes (It happens with me)

Music. Shit! That’s the best escape from reality. Just pop in your headphones, blast your speakers to full volume and have an amazingly cool selection of songs. Don’t choose depressive stuff, it will just make the matter worse.

And in the end, Writing. My friend’s personal favorite. He says that it helps divert his attention from different things happening around him. I have different opinions. I think it is like a magnet and whenever you go to write something (like in my case) you always end up writing something that is soooo relevant to your life, to reality. I think instead of soothing the pain away you inflict and rub it in more within you and just make the wounds greener. But still it is a brilliant feeling to write and pour out everything on a sheet.

Like I said, I can’t change anyone’s views.

But who cares till the time it helps you xD
So guys, follow your passion and don’t let anything get in your way.

Adios xD

See ya later, alligators ;)

The Extraordinary Life of an Ordinary Bird...

The extraordinary life of an ordinary bird.

Have we ever wondered what it is like to be a bird? Like I mean we can fly (1^st thing that comes in my mind) and have to search for food and shelter but also it would be fun to migrate from place to place and have to experience different weather conditions? We would sore up high in the sky and would have a special name or for that matter even be a special species of bird with an awesomely cool name and we would escape people who would like to trap us since we are endangered.

According to me, we all are birds. We are free to do what we want and have the power within us to escape and find a solution for the hardships that come at us like the harsh weather.

So I am an ordinary bird, you are an ordinary bird but it is up to us to turn this ordinary life of ours into extraordinary. We have to be able to make decisions because when we are young we will have the support and protection of our parents but when we grow up, we will be independent and then we will have no one to help us. Our life is ours and we should live it to the fullest.

I face many problems daily but it is up to me whether I want to fight them or act like a coward? Whether I want to be an eagle who all the other birds fear or be a pigeon who is the victim of all the other birds. I can choose to be a sparrow and be small and timid or I can choose to be a vulture and be big and strong. I can choose to use my wits and skills like the kingfisher and hunt my prey and do my OWN work or I can be like the cuckoo bird and put my responsibilities and duties on others. I can be like any bird and fly high in the sky taking risks because hey, that is life right? Or I can forever stay on the ground like the Ostrich and scare away people (a life most people choose, I don’t know why?) I can be like the koyal and have the most sweetest attitude towards people or I can be like the crow who other than his harshness has nothing. I can be like the lark who does not burn daylight or I can be like the owl you is lazy throughout the day and when there is nothing left ie. The night, he turns to find his way. I am an ordinary bird with my plain ordinary life but if I combine these traits with my life then I can have an extraordinary life. You can have an extraordinary life.

You just need to dream.

So..I am an ordinary bird and this is my extraordinary life. And I love who I am ^_^