Only Thing Left.

"No matter how thick skin we try to be, there's millions of electrifying nerve endings in there opened and exposed and feeling way too much. Try as we might to keep from feeling pain, sometimes it's just unavoidable. Sometimes that's the only thing left."
   -Meredith Grey

This is one of my favorite quotes.

How much ever we try to hide our feelings and make a protective wall around us so that no one can peep a look inside and view the tide of confusion, there is always a crack. A small crack that grows bigger and wider due to the exertion of continuous pressure against it.

The crack grows bigger exposing the tide of emotions to the world and, all at once it flows out. The emotions flow out and we break down. If we have a support system, a friend we can trust, a friend who will guide us during the time of darkness and act as a flashlight always showing the path ahead of us, a friend who will help us stand up when we fall, a friend who will apply medicine on our wounds when we get hurt, he/she is the one that will help us repair that crack and help us build up that wall again.

And never during that process they won’t judge us.

But life plays games. All the things we have ever wanted, they don’t come easy. And if they do, they have a price. And generally the price is the pretty little smile being wiped of our face, making our nice cheerful face, dull and gloomy.

And if during that time, our support system fails? Then, all we have left is isolation and bliss of the cold tears streaming down our face. Thatz when we feel the pain. And sometimes thatz the whole thing left.

Pain.